I am listening to sky.fm best of vocal new age, and loving the relaxing meditative sounds on this amazing day Jan 1st 2014. One song i particularly resonate with that just came on is by Chris Michell called “i can live in Peace.” http://www.sky.fm/vocalnewage in fact i loved it so much i had to purchase the cd. The radio station has a lot of wonderful music and advertising free which i love. Unfortunately the song file i purchased is too large or i would post it but you might catch the song playing on sky.fm.
Just laying here on the sofa and enjoying the glorious sunlight streaming through the sunroom windows and reflecting a little on 2013 and feeling excited about the promises of a fantastic 2014.
A few days ago i was feeling quite sad, mostly about christmas and my own fantasy around what i think it should be. If i want things to be different, i have to make it different…this is my own realization. Secondly, i am becoming more strangely sensitive, the christmas tree i have at home ( below picture ) spoke to me the other day telepathically as i was driving home. I’m not kidding.. but suddenly the words that came to me from the tree was.. “you dressed me up so pretty, i gave you joy, love and the light you so needed, my needles i dropped but a few but now i’m feeling sad and blue because soon you will strip me of all the beauty and i will be nothing more than a tossed out tree.” I’m not looking forward to saying good bye to tree, in fact i’m quite teary eyed over this process. I’m not so certain next christmas i’ll have a real tree, it really does mean taking a life…..hmm i just now heard a still wee voice telling me a little hypocritical now aren’t we.. you burn wood in the stove but cry over a christmas tree..
I just now received this reflective list of questions from a very dear creative friend, tonight might be the right time to sit in solitude and reflect on these questions below. I am definitely going to do this. If anyone cares to do this and share the experience please send me a little email.
first ask for 2013:
- What am i grateful for in 2013?
- Who am i grateful for in 2013?
- Who do i love?
- What am i proud of in 2013?
Then ask for 2014:
- What am i looking forward to in 2014?
- How would i like to feel in 2014?
- What would make my heart sing in 2014?
- What am i excited about in 2014?
wishing everyone much love, peace, healing and joy. may all hearts be open, ready for giving and receiving.
Happy New Year!!